Archive for August, 2006

Ennui

Random quote:

Someone's boring me. I think it's me.
Someone’s boring me. I think it’s me.

– Dylan Thomas

I feel so….blah.

This past couple of days has been eventful; going to PNE on Monday, puking in the kitchen sink on Tuesday, working Wednesday, neutral Thursday/Friday, saved some “lives” on Saturday (Standard First Aid course) and finally working Sunday. But it is almost like I am on autopilot and I have no idea what is going on. There are somethings in my life that I should be doing but I can’t.


Blast from the past: Life or something like it

[Written on Aug. 19.2005]
Its been a little while since I last posted, things that were happening in my life and to those around me caused me to embark on a project that included late nights and early noon wakings. I wish I could show or really talk about what I made during that time, but I am fed up with it. If theres anything worse than being depressed is to have others depressed along with you, not only do you worry about yourself but you have to think of others at the same time.


Reluctant Birthday Boy

It is hard to believe that I am now twenty years old. It seems like just a few months ago my brother was going through some trouble following a break up with his ex-girl/bitchfriend. I remember it was around this time, a day or two before his birthday, that I was struggling so hard to cheer him up. The late nights I spent making a mini webpage for him, the talks I had with his bestfriend Matt, the tears, the anger and the protectiveness I felt.
Happy birthday gift, 2005
So, even though its hard to believe another year has almost passed since that time, once again I am force to rattle my mushy grey matter to try and find something suitable for his birthday in two days. I had planned on making a couple of more pages to continue my page for him, but I feel like my creative juices has since dried and evaporated. So far, I have given him V for Vendetta as a gift, but I feel that this year is sorely lacking compared to the last one. La, I wonder if Toys ‘R Us has any more Batman toys:lol:.


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